[Revelation of the day---'You have to walk where you don't belong to realize and, in the end, really appreciate where it is you do belong...']

heh, sweet, they really like crankin the Greenday tonight and I have no complaints...anyway, I had some thoughts to spew but I don't know where to start...it's sort of been a recent thing that I've noticed lately, but everywhere I look, everything I look at just looks different...feels different somehow.  It's like I can just see it all with a sense of perspective, how it all relates to me..who I am...where I am...and just life, the world, and everything.  I dunno...it almost like approaching the speed of light...everywhere contracts to nothing, distances become nothing, mountains become blips on the map, the world feels so much bigger but its like I could be everywhere on it at once, time and age become irrelevant...I am not 18, I am the now...it puts me at infinity, but unfortunately infinity is everywhere and nowehere at the same time, and leaves me without a point of origin...I feel like a stranger in my own home, if I can even call it that...Im goin everywhere except where I belong...Im walkin' the middle of a freeway and don't even notice the traffic whizzin' by or what it means...all I can see is the world for what it is and just how big infinity is compared to me.  It's just me and my ambitions with opportunity on my side, up against the illusions of destiny, biology, and responsibility.  I dont know where I stand, or where I should go.....but you know what, I've never been happier.